before anything else, something's bothering me. i wanted to hang out with a few guys that i feel comfortable with.. hanging out, playing guitars, eating out, watch people walk by. but then things changed and one of them started telling me "sweet" things. i don't feel the same way. what do you do when you wanna hang out but don't wanna lead him on? right now i feel so alone. if we go out no matter how i insist it's friendly, i think it's inevitable to have him hoping. i miss his company. i don't have a lot of people i can rely on. i can see people i care about coming and going. i don't know what to do. i can only wish them well wherever they may be now.

oh well, just had to let it out.
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